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�Once in his life, every man is entitled to fall madly in love with a gorgeous redhead�
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We have borrowed it from our children."
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I'm trying not to over-analyze the sitation and just go and have fun. It's been a long time since I've been to a good concert (aside from live music at local bars, of course) and John is just not in to music as much as I so it will be nice to hang with someone who is, for a change. I don't even have to drive far, cuz they're playing in my town. Plus, I haven't been on a real date with someone other than John in like eight months. I'm sure it will be a lot of fun.
The over-analyzing comes in because I feel a little weird about going. There are two things that I think are making me feel weird:
1) I think Mike likes me a heck of a lot more than I him. I mean, I like him; I just don't like him, like him. And what the hell - what if he tries to like kiss me or some nonsense????
2) I know this is not cheating on John and there is really no such thing as "cheating on John" anyway, because he and I are not supposed to be an exclusive "thing". However...well, let's face it...I love him and it feels weird to be going out with someone else.
OK, there it is. I said it. I love John.
Damn me.
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