So what�s been going on? Well, John ended up having to work Saturday, but he came down afterward so I saw him for the night anyway. He�s doing the same thing this coming weekend. His a-hole fellow-employee didn�t show up all last week and never called in. If and when he bothers to do so, he�ll find that he no longer has a job. They posted an ad for a replacement in the paper today. So John will be working most every Saturday for a while now cuz even after they hire someone he�ll have to be trained. It sucks, big time. The good thing is that it means more money for John. At least it�s only a couple of weeks until I go up there for four days. I just hope he doesn�t have to work that Saturday.

I was glad he came down, cuz I was feeling rather blue and he cheered me up. Aside from the fact that I have not been feeling well, I also had a dream that he was sleeping with someone else. I don�t remember the particulars now, but I know it left me feeling rather nauseated. We didn�t have enough sex while he was here, but we still had a nice little visit. He lent me $200, too, which was nice. I can�t believe how nice he has been lately about giving me money when I need it. I keep waiting for him to flip his lid.

I haven�t been feeling very well for a few days � basically I�m just drained of any and all energy and I�m all achy. It feels like I�m on the verge of getting sick, but not really sick yet.

Last week (Thursday) I went to see Mike and Mike (S. and Smithereens-) play at the Liquid Lounge. S. did say some nice things to me. He basically just acknowledged that it sucks we can�t be friends because his bitchy girlfriend hates me. Not that anything is gonna change, but it was nice to hear him say it. A couple of different guys bought me some drinks and tried to pick up on me, but nobody very interesting.

Amy e-mailed me that she and J. are over for good. I know she�s bumming, but I am so glad. I guess Sarah and her boyfriend A. also broke up. I don�t know him very well, but my feeling is that that is probably a good thing, too.

Hey, I just found out that John Gotti died over the weekend. Guess he�s no longer the �Teflon don��

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