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Friday, June 14, 2002I need a Nap
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So it�s payday and already I am broke. At least I�ve paid all of my bills. Such is life�well, at least such is MY life. Again, at least I have the dough to pay my bills. Plus, I did spend $111 at Wal Mart last night, so I�m good on supplies for a while. OK, I have very little food in my kitchen, but what else is new? At least I have toilet paper. Later� This is a quote I just read today: "Every action of our lives touches on some chord that will vibrate in eternity" -- Edwin Hubbel Chapin Uh�how scary is THAT? However, probably true�although I doubt my sleeping in on Sunday mornings will �vibrate in eternity��it may vibrate in the flabbiness of my body due to laziness, but that�s probably about it. I mean, I doubt God or anyone on this planet will care much�although, realistically, were I waking up early and for example helping to feed the homeless, that would by far be more meaningful and would �vibrate in eternity� so I guess in that sense this man is correct. Uh�how scary is THAT? You know, I was supposed to volunteer for the homeless shelter in Long Beach�well, my initial plan was to apply to volunteer at the Aquarium and if I was not approved, to volunteer at the homeless shelter. Didn�t I write once about how f�n lazy I am? Because am I volunteering ANYWHERE at this point? Nope. I did see where our local Red Cross chapter is and am thinking about talking with them about volunteering. I�d still really like to do the Aquarium and just need to turn in my application. There�s just a letter I need to write to go with it. The truth is that I don�t want to give up my weekends, which I�d be doing if I worked at the Aquarium. Even though it would be fun�maybe at the Red Cross or the homeless shelter I can just work at nights, after work. I dunno. But I DO know that I need to get my act together and do this. I am serving absolutely no useful purpose as I am leading my life right now. Oh yeah, OK, my family loves me and all that, but am I really of any use to anyone, anywhere? Uh�this is rapidly becoming a depressing entry and since I finally feel well physically and therefore am in a good mood today, I am going to change the topic |